I am not one to usually admit that I need any sort of help.. I guess you can call that stubbornness, or having too much pride, or feeling like I have let my two amazing little men down as their "momma" and they deserve better for a mommy, even though I know that is NO where remotely close to the truth of how the feel about their mommy... I am not looking for any sort of handout, or any sort of pitty party, I just want to be able to get a vehicle of my very own so that I am able to start taking steps to be able to FINALLY create the type of life and world that my babies DESERVE since the "man" of our family decided that the three of us weren't important and with our a single goodbye, screw you, or a it's not you it's me explanation he left me and our boys after 16 years out of the blue over night which resulted in causing me too lose the income I had coming in since we both worked at the same chicken farm taking care of the owners 7 chicken houses, the rent free home that was the roof we provided over our BOYS heads because of that home being included with the job we had.. and left me with starting completely over again with nothing besides the stuff I was able to fit in three separate personal belongings bags... I lucky have been able to find a roof for our heads, and food for my baby boys tummy's, but with out my own type of transportation where I am able to apply for jobs that are longer distances away then the jobs that people are willing to take me to finding some sort of employment has been a EXTREME struggle... if I could afford to get even a cheap little starter from A to B beater I know without a single doubt that I could FINALLY start turning this situation completely AROUND!